About symptoms.

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Knowing cancer symptoms is very important,becase early detection saves lives.

According to Webster’s Dictionary: symptom – in medicine, means any condition accompanying or resulting from a disease and serving as an aid in diagnosis; a perceptible change in the body or its functions which indicates disease.

Years ago I didin’t pay to much attention to cancer symtoms. I was young, healthy. But I learn my leson and I know now how important is to listen to my body and investigate what my body is telling me.

Here are the basic symptoms of the basic cancers:

– Bladder cancer – pain in abdomen, blood in urine.

-Bone cancer – pain, swelling, fractures, weight loss, nausea, weakness.

– Brain cancer – headaches, dizzines, vision and memory problems, fatigue, weight loss, nausea.

– Breast cancer – lumps in the breast, swollen lymph nodes, discharge from the nipple.

– Colorectal cancer – blood in…

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Patiently

Watching all the smiling faces, hearing their different laughs and giggles, seeing how happy they all are is just positively disgusting to me. How can anyone love and trust someone that much? What hardships did they each go through, if any!
No. I’m fine right where I’m at. Clutching this chest with white-knuckled hands and the heavy key burning itself into my flesh. I’ll sit here and watch and hear them all.
It’s a pretty big, wooden chest dressed in heavy black chains. The padlock is equally big and is extremely ugly; no one would want to open it if it looks like this. I know. Many people—many men look at it and snicker as they walk away. Just walk away.
I find myself curled up on my side one day, holding this chest, watching the happy couples walk by. Some of the younger ones kick at me and jab me. Their laughter sound like sinister howls to my ears; I clutch the chest tighter until it feels like my fingers are bleeding.
The rain feels like acid on my skin; peeling at it and burning my clothes. I can barely breathe! There’s a piece of glass just a few feet away, calling to me. It’ll be so easy. Down the road, not across the street.
Suddenly, the rain stops.
I can still hear it; beating against something bouncy and hallow. Not even the howling wind can bring it in.
Peeling my eyelids back, and turning my head upwards, I can barely make out your silhouette.
You crouch down to my level; I tremble and scream at you. In spite of that, you nicely say, “Hello.”

You come by every day after that with that stupid sweet smile on your stupid face. Your words are lost to me each time you talk. If I look like I don’t care about you, you’ll leave. That’s how it always is. You’ll see how cold-hearted I am and you’ll go. You’ll go, you’ll go, you’ll go.
Just take care of the chest. Try to make it shine. Try to make it look beautiful. Try to look happy. Smile as you work. Hum as you work.
You take a great interest in my box and my necklace. You ask questions about them. I swat your hands away when you try to touch either of them. When you try to do it again, my nails turn to claws and my voice turns to a scream. “Just leave me alone!”
Still you stay. Smiling happily.
If I don’t look at you, if I pretend you’re not there, you’ll go. Please, just go!

 

The rain still comes from time to time, but, with your stupid umbrella, we don’t get wet. I almost miss the rain; I know the rain. I know how it makes me feel – mentally, emotionally, and physically. There were countless times in these many…months? Years? I don’t know. All I know is that in that time, I almost ran back out into the rain. However, you keep me here with your knee against my thigh.
One shiny day, when I’m actually happy with everything in my life, even with you and your annoying ways, I get lost in the beauty of everything. That’s when you strike. Tickling my sides with a laugh like bells and a voice like a song, you snap the chain of my necklace. And that’s when the fun stops. That’s when I claw at your face and eyes and arms; trying desperately to get my key back.
“You can’t have it!” I cry, eyes burning.
With the key held one hand, you cradle my tear-stained face. “I’m not going to hurt you.”
“Yes, you will.”
You shake your head with that promise shining in your eyes.
Since you have the key now, I let you open my strongbox. One by one they ugly chains fall to the ground, pooling around us both. They even grow as the snake around us. No one seems to notice how I shake or how badly you’re bleeding. They just go about their business; laughing and kissing.
I’ve underestimated the amount of sheer fear when I hear the audible click of the key unlocking the final pad lock. My breathing turns to heavy heaves, my stomach twists until I’m doubling over in pain, and my fingers and toes turn to ice.
“Please, don’t look inside! PLEASE!”
I can’t bring myself to say that you don’t deserve it; you do. Unlike so many before you, you stayed. You talked to me, listened to me and my idiotic words. There’s a chance that you really, truly listened to me. You kept me safe all this time – you kept me out of the rain, the sleet, and snow. Be it by the physically means or just talking to me as the weather took over. Somehow, you even protected me from the mean young couples.
There’s a pause in your movements when you look inside. Were you expecting there to be something beautiful? For there to be an ethereal glow and a song from it? From me?
When you look at me, there are tears in your eyes, which fall one by one. Your Adam’s apple bobs up and down as you swallow your sobs.
“I’m so sorry,” you say softly.
You get up.
I begin to cry. Hiding my face from the world, I fall to my knees in a shaking heap of choked sobs and sniffles. You’ll leave. Of course you’ll leave! Why did I think you’d stay? Everyone I’ve tried to love leaves! Each and every fucking time! I’m so stupid—so fucking stupid. Never ever again will I let this happen. I’ll end it. I’ll build something so impenetrable that no one will even try to climb it or try to dig under it. They’ll just go by.
My throat begins to burn like I ate red-hot coals. I can’t breathe. On their own accord, my fingers claw at my throat.
They stop. You stop them.
“You’re still here?” My voice comes out hoarse and it hurts to breathe.
“Of course I am.” Your hands don’t even shake as you wipe away my tears and under my nose with a soft tissue. I’ve never felt anything so soft and so sure in my entire life. I wish that you’d just keep your hands on my face, but if that’d happen you’d have to keep looking at me and I at you. I can’t look in your eyes, which are so open and so foreign. I just…can’t look at you. But I want to keep feeling you.
“I’m gonna need you to hold this for me, for a while.” Your voice is like a velvet blanket to me – warm and comforting. Your hands don’t even shake as you hand me a large, brightly glowing, beating object. It’s only instinctive that I reach out and take it. As soon as I feel how fragile it is, I thrust it back at you.
“No! No, I don’t want it.”
You shake your head, smiling. “Sorry, I already gave it to you. Keep it safe for me.”
“If you take it back I wouldn’t need to keep it safe. Trust me, I can’t do this.”
“I do trust you.” Your words are like knives to me. They dig deeper and deeper, twisting and turning, in my flesh. I thought that my skin was thick like armor; no words have ever truly hurt me. Yet those four words—that one word, trust, is the sharpest knife I’ve ever heard of. It speaks more to me than you’ll ever know. You gave me your heart and I don’t know why you would. I don’t know what do to with it!
Now, you sit over the open strongbox, reaching oh-so carefully into it. I notice how you flinch and nearly jerk your arms back. No words pass my lips and I silently pray you’ll just leave it alone. It’s no use, you’ll go. You take out a large ball of barbed wire, tangled in a chaotic mess.
Your heart beats strongly in my light hold; I nearly drop it with a shriek. It beats and beats, constricting as you work at the barbed wire inside my chest. Still it glows, some moments brighter than others. You are one determined person, aren’t you? Even with your bleeding hands, you continue your work. Some even snake up your wrists and arms. You don’t care about that. You just want to see what’s underneath.
I know the sharp pain of the wire, the shiny new shards to the rusty old ones, and you working to get them out is a pain I don’t know. It scares me, so I go about any means to make you stop. With the heel of my foot, I hit your back over and over and over again. Screaming at you, telling you how stupid you are for doing this, how useless this is, that you’ll never see. That’ll you’ll stop.
You don’t. Why don’t you?
You still talk to me, even though I rarely say anything in return. On the very rare occurrences we laugh together, too. I hide my smile from you when I laugh at some silly thing you say. Even when we talk I can’t look at you, for the fear of me saying something stupid and seeing the look on your face when I say it.

Your fingers must be numb now; you’ve been working at the barbed wire for years. Why is that? I saw countless pretty girls walk by you, giggling and wiggling their fingers in a flirtatious wave; and yet, you paid them no mind. You just kept busy – even when one girl placed her hand on your shoulder and asked you to leave. Her voice was like honey, words of poison to my ears. You must’ve felt the grip around your heart tighten, because you told her to go away. Those words were like a cool breeze on my skin; blowing away all my worries.
I can’t help but look at the pretty boys that walk by as you work. I smile at them, timidly of course, and they only snicker shaking their heads at me. They’re so handsome, in a way; yet ugly, too. It’s disgusting that such beauty is on disgusting people. A lot of those pretty faces walk by, alone or in a pack the come by, talking at me. I know you see me watching them, smiling with them, and hope you’ll go. For some unspeakable reason, I want you to go.

The brightness of your heart dims and it doesn’t beat as strongly as it once did. The barbed wire seems to be like a forest of thorns around you, and it hurts as you get closer and closer to the center where the rust has become one with it. Again, after months of just sitting by, I start to scream at you. Hit you – with your very heart. I use it against you.
“I HATE YOU!”
That is when your movements stop.
That is when your heart clenches.
That is when your heart freezes.
That is when a large piece of your heart falls to the ground and I realize what I’ve said.
Your fingers, raw and bloody, tremble and your heart feels like stone and it fades even more so. I nearly drop it from the sheer shock of what I’ve done.

The trembles slither up your arms and take hold of your entire body. Even your hair shakes. Shuttering gasps, held in sobs, escape your lips as tears swell in your eyes and flow down your face. You take hold onto the spiked wires and don’t let go. They wrap tightly around your hands; slithering up your forearms and biceps. Your blood swells up to resemble rubies, but fall down like ribbons. You cry and cry, shaking your head and try to work again and say sweet things. Only to stop and cry some more.
My own heart hurts, and I’m crying with you. I say how sorry I am; choking on the words and holding tightly on your slowly beating heart. I hold it to my chest to ease the pain.
It all becomes too much; I fall to my knees and place my head on your shoulder.
Both of us are sobbing, shaking, and bleeding. “I’m sorry!” I never wanted to hurt you. “I’m sorry!” It just hurts me every time you get closer. “I’m sorry!” I’m so scared; every time I let someone close they hurt me. “I’m sorry!” I just don’t want to get hurt. “I’m sorry!” I can’t love you like you love me; I don’t know how – no one ever taught me how. “I’m so sorry!” Please, forgive me.
Against my better judgment, against the voices screaming at me not to, I press myself against you; nuzzling you, hugging, kissing you. You don’t move. You still cry and shake. Oh, how I wish I can just take back those evil, poisonous words. I don’t hate you, not really, I don’t think. I know I don’t love you, but I do care for you. Really…I do. I’m pretty sure.

 

The wire around us is like a forest. Protecting us from others, but hurting us if we so much as step a toe out of line. Yet, you keep tugging and pulling at them. Each time it hurts you—each time I hurt you. I know I hurt you, I test you. To see if you’ll stay, to see if you’ll hurt me. In a way, you do. You just keep getting closer and closer, worming yourself in my heart. That’s scary and it hurts a little bit. But…I think…it’s good…in a way. No one’s ever done this for me before.
I try to put your heart back together; bitterly reminding myself that I didn’t want this for this very reason. I have to work on it though; to make you feel better, to make you the person you were before. Everything surprisingly fits together perfectly – even though the smaller bits are more difficult to place. Rubbing the pad of my thumb over the seams, it begins to stick and blend together. Your heart is fluttering in my lap, beating more strongly with each passing day. Glowing again, too. I never realized how beautiful it was before, how beautiful and strong you are.
Not even daring to pull myself away from you, I continue to buff out all the other scuffs. Did I cause these or did others? I dare not ask; you only just started moving again. With each and every tug of the spikes, I can feel it in my chest. Each one less painful than the last, until I feel nothing at all. Our forest of metal and pain slither away like snakes; hissing and spitting like alley cats.
Clutching your heart to my chest, I watch in wonderment; fearing what is to come next.
Your movements are fast and nimble; careful not to pull too harshly. Your pants come out in huffs and puffs. Does it still hurt you or do you know how close I am to letting you in?
I have to hold onto your heart tightly. I need that comfort. I need that knowledge that you gave this to me, that I won’t hurt you again.
I won’t…. I won’t…. I won’t…. I won’t….
A cry of victory comes from your lips and tears of joy fall from your eyes. When you reach in, the dark wires fade away into mist. No more fighting, no more resisting. I watch how you hands tremble as you reach in and gingerly scoop up my small bleeding heart. The blood from your hands mingle and mix with mine; seeping into the punctures scattered on my heart.
I cry with you, pressing myself against you. You’ve spent so many years working to get to my heart; learning things about me that I never knew existed.  And I know nothing of you. I only know that you are a determined and passionate man. Holding me close; protecting me from those that wish to harm me. You kiss me with such passion that I forget how to breathe.

I don’t know who you are, not truly, but all that I ask is that you be patient.

Prologue

This is the prologue for an original story I’m working on — called Written in Red. It is fantasy, with Elves and Dragons and all that good Lord of the Rings and A Song of Fire and Ice stuff. Once I’ve read up more on more fantasy, I should have that fire and understanding to write this.
Comments and CONSTRUCTIVE criticism is welcome!

Prologue

Dark thick clouds roll and rumble with lights barely highlighting the softness underneath. There never seems to be any light in the sky with these loud and black clouds. No bright blue sky, no sun, no moon, no stars. It is always just an empty blanket of black nothingness.

The Children of Night are lucky this night. (Or is it day? It is so hard to tell in this land of darkness.) The sky is alive with thunder and lightning!

The Giants, Orcs, and Harpies outside the castle stand watching the sky with vacant expressions. They wonder – if such mindless beasts can wonder – what makes the sky speak in such a way.

The ground trembles with a loud boom.

The Giants, Orcs, and Harpies roar in surprise.

Those who remain on the ground stomp their feet into the black ash with dead leaves. Their large, wide feet sometimes stomp on the skeletons of other Children – the Children of Light – thinking that they’re the cause of it all.

The Harpies fly as high as they possibly can, screeching at the sky. It is when their feathered arms, taloned feet, and wrinkled torsos feel the chill of frost coating them they swoop down the barren trees and tend to themselves.

Despite the thunder and lightning and the dull-headed creatures, Rouge Elves and Vampires gracefully walk towards the Iron Gate. Some pause for a moment, looking at the bodies of Men in steel. Their skin is grey and ashen, sloshing away from bone when disturbed, with chubby maggots worming their way through. The eyes are empty of any spark that Humanity is known for. Mouths are gaping wide with flies swarming in and out. Dark colored eyes linger on the most fatal of wounds – arrows litter their backs, a hole in the gut, arms missing, a head gone.

What good is that Dragon scale armor, the Children wonder. It seems only as if it were yesterday that the old High King of Men and Women stormed this land with Dragon of Old Ysellian. The Men were chanting a pray of sorts to their God and Goddess – Fedarim and Valmariah. Such silly things, isn’t it?

No matter.

The eldest of the Vampires, steps forward to raise the gate. His lean, dark-skinned arms bunch together as they push the cold lever down. His sister helps him tie it down.

“Caw!”

The Children at the threshold quickly lower to the ground at the warning sound, letting their Mother’s crow fly over them. How long was he waiting? What news does he bring this time?

No matter. They must leave to perform their Mother’s wishes.

The large black bird soars overhead of the Giants and Orcs; avoiding swinging clubs and flying fists. His wide wings flap widely to turn his body this way and that; black shiny feathers flutter to the ground.

Foul smelling winged old women with wings for arms and talons for feet screech at the passing crow and fly after him. Smelling their bad smell, the crow does as he has done before: he twists his body this way and that way; up and down, in and out. His way of escape almost seems intelligent for a bird. The Harpies don’t even see the upcoming palace.

Their wrinkled and feathered bodies collide and their nasty corn colored teeth gnash and click together when the black bird reaches the safety of the palace. They fly away and back in again, failing horribly to enter the dark castle.

It is silent in the castle as it always has been since his Mother raised it from the ground out of volcanic ash and stone. Regardless of the sinister jaggedness outside, the inside is lit with chandeliers and candles. The walls almost seem bright, happy in the flame’s light. While the crow passes these sources of light, his feathers glisten like polished ebony stones.

The forever young and ever beautiful Vampires, who are dressed in their royal house garbs, hiss at the unexpected bird flying by them; revealing their white and pointed canines at him. Rouge Elves, dressed in their midnight blue light armor, and the nearly bare Encantados silently press themselves against the cold stone. Dull Orcs attempt to swing at the bird, roaring in anger when they miss.

The crow passes tall paintings of menacing art. The still eyes follow him as he flies over the red and gold ornate rug running down the corridor. Those with a more intelligent brain do not need to read the small golden plaque beneath each painting and sculpture. They know who these people are and which battle is taking place.

Children of Night continue to hiss or avoid or attempt to hit the crow – the later never thinking clearly – while he flaps his massive wings.

A Rouge Elf, with her mask covering the lower half of her face and her hood up, steps out of the Throne Room. She leaves the large door open just for him; closing it when he enters.

The Throne Room is an explosion of dark and grey colors, not even the navy blue and silver rug does much for color. Pillars of ebony with stone snakes, which have large spikes along their backs, slithering up and around them stand between the stain glass windows of the Dark Mother and her Children. From the outside the staining is bright, a beacon of sorts, yelling that this is their home. You belong here, the windows seem to scream. Inside, however, though the depiction is the same, the stained glass appears to be…tragic. Heartbreaking.

You will never leave this place. I won’t allow it, the windows whisper to the Children. Or is it their protective Mother?

The long rug ends at the steps leading up to an imposing ebony and steel throne. Its presences emanates a sense of evil. Heads of snarling Werewolves, legs of Griffins, tails of Merpeople, fingers and ears of Elves, small bodies of Fairies and Pixies and Brownies, horns of Unicorns, and a single set of Dragon wings are what make this throne. All were viciously cut from them or killed and turned to black stone.

Sitting atop the throne, whose backside sits comfortably on a silver satin pillow, with hands folded perfectly in her lap and shiny black locks pooling around round hips, is the Dark Mother. The High Queen of this realm of darkness.

The Dark Mother is a beautiful woman with a youthful appearance despite her long life. Her deathly white skin remains ever supple across her person. Her black orbs stare at the flying bird coming towards her, intrigued that he has finally arrived. Pale lips barely tug upwards when he calls out to her in a seemingly joyful way. She watches him as circles around her and her throne, tucking a long strand of her silken locks behind her pierced round ear.

One must not be fooled by her appearance, for she is the essence of evil with powers that Men will tremble to behold. She was cast out of the Realm of the Gods and Goddesses for the actions she took. Her sweet Zalmorath was the one to banish her to the realm of these…non-godly creatures. These creatures that were made to worship her and her love.

For eons she sat in waiting, creating an army—a family of her very own. Her precious Children of Night who protect her and love her and fight for her.

The crow caws once more, perching itself beside her. Their eyes meet and a silent message is between them. The Dark Mother’s lips rise into a smirk and a spark goes by her eyes. Her long, nimble fingers drum against the armrest of her ebony throne. They eerily meet the hand of an Elf, finger for finger.

“So it is true,” she purrs, gingerly petting the black bird’s head.

Reaching into a bone dish full of small dead bodies, ranging from mice to Fairy species, she chooses one at random and tosses it into the air.

The crow takes off, grabs the warm dead Brownie, flies back to its perch, and begins to peck at its yielding belly.

Dazzling teeth are revealed as she looks at her crow with a fondness only a rivaling woman knows. “They have finally awakened. The Dramorah is among us.”

Fiction #1 — Claustrophobia

A Locked Up Wild Animal

 

Kira obediently walks into his vast enclosure and looks up at his alpha and the human cub, like many times before when the sun falls and all go to rest. In the large circle of the motion sensor’s light, his unnaturally bright golden eyes stare up at them.

“Say g’night to Kira, Layla!” Dave happily says to the toddler at his side. He shuts the heavy door and locks all of the keypads running down the side.

“G’night, Kira!” Layla wiggles her tiny fingers through the fenced door. Giggling when Kira licks them tail wagging.

The door is securely locked and Kira is safely inside, Dave hoists her up on his hip. Layla lets out a squeal of delight at her short flight. She wraps her tiny arms around his neck.

“Alright, princess, now it’s time for your bath.”

The two-legged, furless creatures walk back up to the house arguing. Once they’re safely inside, and Kira’s sensitive ears hear the audible click of the door, he walks into his large wooden doghouse, which stands double his height and is at the far end of his cage. His disproportionally massive paws pull at the fleece blanket inside. Satisfied with the blanket’s position, he lays down in a perfect fluffy circle. The light turns off after a few more moments and Kira is shrouded in darkness – a mere outline of a sleeping beast.

Kira’s sleep is light, so that he remains aware of his surroundings, but deep enough that he may dream of chasing things. His short and ever alert ears twitch at the distant sounds of squirrels scurrying about, cats yowling, and the herds of deer going across asphalt. He can hear the close-by sound of splashing water and Layla’s happy giggles. When they stop and he hears “sweet dreams” the house falls in relative silence. Dave watches the TV on a quiet volume.

The mid-autumn breeze shifts, bringing various smells with it. Kira doesn’t lift his head anymore like he used to when he was a cub. He’s grown used to all the outdoor smells: animals, their scat and piss, rutting, crisp pine, and so much more. A greater part of him does want to go and sniff. He just knows he can’t leave this place.

Suddenly, his ears stop their twitching; standing alert atop his head. Freshly fallen leaves crunch noisily under heavy footfalls. The echo of a snapping twig causes him to jerk his head up. His eyes briefly reflect in the minimum amount of light covering the wooded area. The muscles under his thickening black coat relax and contract fluidly as he stands and walks. The motion sensory light does not turn on; he’s not as tall as his alphas.

A low warning growl vibrates in the back of Kira’s throat. He slowly, cautiously walks the circumference of the tall pen. He sees outlines of trees, bushes, and the occasional flying bat. No small rodent makes a twig snap like that. A deer is unlikely, too, with their ballerina-like feet. However, they have the weight to break it. The rustling leaves unsettle him now. They grow closer and closer to the back of his pack’s den. All wildlife young and old know that they must stay out of his territory if they value their lives.

Kira circles back to where he hears the rustling leaves, sniffing at the wind. Again he lets out a growl, more vicious and bone-chilling than the last. The long hairs along his spine rise up meeting into a tuff on his thick, furry neck. His long, furred tail bristles, too. He lets out a snarl, longer than the last two, with his lips peeling back to reveal large pointed fangs.

Though what he smells is human by nature, it smells bad. Not the bad like when his alphas come home from the gym or when Logan is stressing about his job or when Layla fails to make it to the toilet in time. This smells bad as in the untrustworthy, evil sense. Much like the old man who constantly smiled at the young kids or the woman who hit her son.

A frumpily dressed silhouette catches his eye and he feints at it. The bad smelling person stops; Kira can smell the delicious scent of fear radiating off this person. The bad person takes a tentative step forward. Again, Kira snarls and feints. Seeing the boxy outline of the kennel, the bad person continues forward. The fear slowly evaporates to malicious glee.

Fangs meet strong metal bars after a deep throated bark rips past his lips. He attacks the wall, barking again and again. Warning those inside the den. The person stops short, freezing, when the outside light floods the area around enclosure.

“Kira! Shut-up! ” Dave harshly yells, from the second floor of his house, the sensory light flickering on too, trying not to disturb his neighbors anymore than his four-legged companion has done.

The large canine jumps back and forth between the open window and the bad person. Growing more irritable when his alpha fails to understand him.

“Screw it.” He sighs, slamming the window shut and turning off the outside light. Still, Kira barks and jumps back and forth.

The bad smelling person dashes towards the back of Kira’s house once Dave’s back is turned, hiding behind the dwelling and shielding from the light. Kira lurches forward; ramming into the back of the doghouse.

“Here, boy,” sounds a womanly voice when the motion sensory light flicks off.

Snarling, Kira spins out of his dwelling and rips apart a rolled up piece of cheese. Ignoring how good it tastes and smells, he bites down on the bars where the hand was only moments before.

Ever so slowly, staying crouched, the bad woman moves in front of him. Kira watches her, eyes hard and blazing, snarling with hackles twitching.

“I need you be quiet, okay?” she whispers, feeding a rolled up piece of ham through the fence. It flops to the ground with a dull slap. Of course he wants to eat it, what canine wouldn’t? But, he needs to keep his eyes on her. She lost her fear for him – no stranger has ever lost it that quickly before.

While staying her crouched position, she slowly walks up to the back door on the second floor. She’s radiating an intense malevolent merriment; a sickening scent. Her hands are shaking and Kira can hear her irregular breathing. He threatens her in ways he knows and warns everyone in the house, growing more violent as she closes in towards the back door.

Glass shatters, Kira howls, she enters, and Kira chews on the long linear bars.

Kira doesn’t stop barking, growling, and howling. His vocalizations roll over the earth and past the tree lines to the neighboring dogs, which all wake-up to bark in return and their masters’ to turn on the lights and complain.

Stopping short, Kira digs at the ground near the wall. The loose earth yields to his frantic motions. He digs until his thick, well-curved nails bleed from the cement underneath the ground and surrounding the kennel. Kicking himself on his hind legs, he stands just a few inches over six feet, whining. Urgent to find a way out – even if it means jumping out. His paws roughly meet the upturned dirt. Blood drips from his nails.

The scent of terror is nearly suffocating even though it’s so far up. Layla is crying somewhere from inside and Dave is shakingly talking to someone. Three loud pops cause Kira to jump and whimper; fearing for his own life in a flickering moment. A mix of people’s blood waft down to meet Kira’s sensitive nose.

“DADDY!” Layla screams from somewhere in the house – hiding like her dad told her to when the threat entered the house.

Something primal, something deeply buried in his subconscious, breaks inside of Kira. His powerful maw opens and his strong teeth begin to work at the metal bars, growling viciously as he tugs and pulls. Golden eyes look ominously like a not-so distant ancestor of his. A strong pack mentality urges him onward.

Finally, after a series of tugs, Kira is able to squeeze through a hole in the bars. He practically flies up the steps to the second floor. His snarls are a knife in the darkness.

“Danielle, please, think about what you’re doing.” Dave weakly says from the entrance.

Kira’s eyes are wide and menacing, his fur stands up stiff, tail held high and rigid, and his hackles raised. He doesn’t waste time on thinking about the closed door. He speedily walks a few steps away, he lines himself up to jump through the glass squared into the upper half of the door.

“I am,” says the bad smelling woman with no emotion in her voice.

Kira seems to be just a large blur in the night as he runs toward the door. He doesn’t feel any pain when the glass shatters when he breaks through. The alignment is perfect. Still flying through the air, Kira’s teeth bury themselves in Danielle’s arm and wretches it free from her body. The arm wetly thuds on the hard ground, companied by a metallic clank, when he drops it.

Danielle is screaming clutching what is left of her arm. She’s too preoccupied with the pain to notice the hybrid slowly turning around to face her.

With a final lunge, Kira attacks her. Relishing in her frightened screams and futile attempts to rid him off of her. Like all wild dogs, Kira pays special attention to her exposed throat.

Dave stares in horror from his spot on the floor, clutching his wounded leg and bloodied knife. He watches the outline of his and his husband’s wolf-dog attacking his (crazy) ex-girlfriend. He jumps when something wet washes across his face. Absentmindedly he pats the side of Kira’s face, not feeling the blood on his cheek and not seeing Kira’s tail wag happily at his finished deed.